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Fadilah Aka Tameni.
turning 20 this year.
An artistic Lady with a bright mind.
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getting a good job.
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my own room!!
change everything about me.

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been a while since i last wrote my last... well actually was oni lst week....



well nothing much happen in school this few days... due to in a rush to finish Uncle EE work.... gosh.... lucky thing it's over now.... so now, to only worry bout flash and storyboard.... ok... i guess i jus skip most of e stuff thats been happening this 2 weeks....

Outing to sentosa with family, hanging out with my god-bro, going to library alone, printing Uncle EE work....

oh i better tell u what happen during my trip to print Uncle EE work.... ok... supposely, aft drawing, me and some of my classmates when over 2 bugis by bus.... i didnt stop with the rest... as i had wanted to sent my library book back.... so i when library alone, leaving the rest to go and print their work... so after sending my books, called bro ask him where he was.... to hear him say that he was eating with the rest at Dhoby Gaut.... gosh... so i left to find the rest of my classmates at sunshine plaza.... so called my chairman.. ask him where they were... than reach there.... they keep on askin me where i when just now.... good lord i've to tell thm that i when to library for i think bout 5 times... finally.... now i can print my work... than Izad wait for me abit... soon after that we whn to eat... only to see that while we were walkin, Ilham could ask this question to a bangla.....

Ilham: Excuse me.... do you know where is the "Pokemon center"???
bangla: i dunnoe....

whole lot of us laugh like hell.... couldnt stop laughing at all.... thn Ilham askin another Bangla the same question..... oh my god!!! he could still ask bout it men!!! i mean... that is so bad of him lor.... ok than while we were walking a malay guy ask izad something....

malay guy: Excuse me.... do you know where is the singapore pool.....?
izad: ermmmm... i dunnoe...
thn Ilham cut in the question
Ilham: your looking for singapore pool,... but we're looking for "Pokemon Center" Know where it is?
malay guy: i'm sorry i dunnoe...

hahahahahahaha
i couldn't take it any more lah... is like super funny..... the reaction that Ilham give to the malay guy was really into it man!!! wth.... but still funny...


hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha bwahahahahahahbwahahahahahahabwahahahahaha..... ok i'm laughin to much alreadi..... i should end my post here than... till i write another 1 2molo... since 2molo i'm gonner go meet my groupmates for storyboard project.... well thn... still got flash 2 rush... so i better start now that... ok thn... will see u all soon!!! byebye!! ^^

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gosh.... i'm alreadi stress... my character design hmewk isn't done yet... plus... there's still storyboard and My-flash-website... they're all not done yet!!! my teacher don even let us use the com to do our character design work... gosh... i'm seriously dead meat!!!!


anyway.....


2day.... a normal day, schooling, frends, laughter and more laughter..... thou i was kinda moody 2day.... sorri guys.... sorri bro... i'm didnt talk alot aft we ate at Macdonald.... i was seriously in no mood to talk to any1..... so... here's what really happen....



17 Nov
when to school as per normal.... out of bed, bath, wear clothes, out of the house, rush for mrt, top-up ez-link, making my way to ToaPayoh, hoppin on the bus, reach school and slack.... most of the time i did tis.... but... oh well.... whn for DMI class at lab... didnt do my flash that much.. (cause was worryin bout my character design homework...) so aft that, whn to talk to my god-bro and chris... thn they ask where i wanna go after school... so i said "go makan lah" ^^..... so we decided to ask the rest... manage to oni get bout 9 ppl (including me!!) to go...... thn teach came to my sit and check my work.... hehehe... i was still stuck at the beginnin... (cause the flash thing so hard to do) than get a scoldin lah.... hehex... xp............ this part i'm in wrong lah.... so move on...

so 9 of us hopped on to bus 61... head to city mrt... i wasn't sure which bus stop it stop.... so i whn to ask Izad bout it.... to find out that the guys where all sleepin.... gosh... so all of us rush out of the bus.... hahaha.... poor guys... but the trip wasnt that long mah.... ok..... so, we were stuck at busstop... (cause it was raining!!) but i don't give a damn and just walk thru the rain... the others followed at the back.... so we make our way to Suntect City... decided to eat at Mac, while the guys decided to eat at Burger King.... so there were oni me, Nadia, Cid, Jia-Jia and Izad... hehehex... so we sat down aft buyin our meals... and started to eat.... aft i finish eating, Jia-Jia wanted to ask me a question.... so i said ok lah... she kept on askin me "I wanna ask u a question".... thn i kept on sayin "Say lah"..... thn she can still ask me the same question over and over again.... thn i say "Will u stop playin and start talkin!!!!"... so she tell me her question lah....
She ask:

"Are you bi-sexual!"


my mouth drop down to the table like hell... an immediate ans came out.... "NO I'M NOT!!!" "WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I'M A BI-SEXUAL!!!!?"


she kept on askin again


"Are you bi-sexual!!"


and again i said the same thing........
and she answered

"I've got prove!!"

i really wanted to noe the prove.... so i ask her " WHERE'S YOUR PROOF!!!"

she said... i got prove!! thn i ask her to tell me... thn say that later she Paotoh someone.... i mean oh 4 god sake!!! i'm not bi-sexual.... if ur prove is bout me hangin out with guys all the time, thn i give u simple ans!!!!

"I USE TO BE A TOMBOY LAST TIME!!!!" ..... things change sometimes... but rite now!! i'm trying to b a little gentle with everyone!!! but all of thm jus dont get it sia!!! i mean... i do like to hangin out wit guys... cause they're more fun... and somemore, girls..... most of the time, jus go shoppin and do nothing..... so boring.... so i decided to always stick with Chris, God-bro and Zack... thou i still do stick to Nadia and Cid.... but i prefer God-bro and his gang!!! they always invite me go library to do research!! and whn i ask u gerls to go library, all give me a stupid-dying face.... so most of the time i go by myself lah... but now is differ... there's My god-bro and his gang to go to library with.... like shiok siol!!!


ok... onwards with the story... so aft the shockin words, we decided to see the guys at Burger King.... oni to find out that My god-bro, brough his GF along.... wah, so sweet.... hehehex ^^.... thn Cid decided to go out of burger king... didn't wanna wait 4 the guys... so me, Nad, Cid and Jia-jia whn out and up to Toys'R'Us.... walk around the place... play with the toy like hell.. makin fun of the toys... a few minutes later, Izad called, askin where are we.. so told him where we were.... thn a min later, they arrive.... that was fast!!! all out of the sudden, my mood swing..... like got no mood to talk to the rest.... so, whn around suntect..... thn, i walk by myself to the figurine shop.... the rest like heck care.... hiaz... so aft that, walk back to the rest.... still in no mood to talk to thm.... so waited 4 thm quietly while i was listenin to music loudly.... didnt even hear what they were all talkin bout..... thn.... walked back to mrt.... didn't hav anything to do at all... so decided to go home... thn walk alone by myself... while the rest walk in group... (actually this part my god-bro go with his GF alreadi) so there i go... walkin alone to mrt... didnt even care bout thm..... even if they whn toliet.... so i jus make my way to the mrt.. took the Marina Bay line... i wanna bounce back so that i can sit down.... so bounce back.... i decided to sit 1 corner by myself... while the rest kept on askin me "why wanna go corner!!?" so i hit back "i wanna sleep".....

in the end, i didnt sleep... i was in my moody mood.... didnt even want to talk to them... (like i say, no mood!!) so reach AMK mrt... jus wave and smile abit to izad and Cid.... thn of back home... reach khatid... got off, walked back home... gosh.... i've to walk atleast bout 10-15min from mrt to home.... but nvm... it's good exercise!!! so reach home.... wanted to see my Cute lil-bro... but to found out frm my mother that they whn to my uncle's place...

basket!! i wanna play starwars!!!! :(

so i jus hog the com lah... since nobody is at home... now left alone... can do wat ever i want!!! muahahahahaha!!!! cough!!! freedom at last!!!! and luckily FARHAN is ONLINE!! yahooo...can talk with him!!! he's a kind-hearted, sweet, noisy, funny guy..... he can understand our problem alot!! oh gosh!! wat a frend he is!!! hehehex.... jus don take it the other way ah!!!


ok i guess i end my post till here thn....
till nxt time....
i jus hope my stress can finally get loose....

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Oh well... days in school... non-coporating-frends.... stress due to project... stress due to Uncle EE work... stress with my frends... So stress.... not a day i get a full smile... (except whn i'm with my god-bro...) haiz.... Not a day... NOT A DAY.....



stress can sometimes b a good... but most of the time, whn i come to stress, i don't even care who i scold.... well... i can b selfish sometimes... yeah.... but that is whn i'm super angry lah.... fuck those ppl who scold me lah... u dunnoe my problem, thn u wanna give problem... FUCK OFF LAH!!! i'm so pissed off whn ppl just scold me.... they don't think what they did or watever lah... that's y i feel so pissed off most of the time.... there's a few frend of mine in mind that i don't like lah....




Attitude....
Gerl.. if u wanna pick a fight with me.... u better tink twice.... is it i did wrong or u did wrong..... if i did something wrong, than i don't mind but to accept it... but if u did it, i will nvr forgive u... i feel disgusted whn ppl don't tink 1st.... so disgusted... so gerls.... better tink twice... even for the guy also... i don't care.....




going-after-a-guy....
so gerls... i noe that we're all always going after handsome guys!!! but well... i seriously tink that being single is better... u don't have to tink of troubling u and ur guy out.... well being romantic is also 1 thing.... so it's still acceptable 2 have boyfrend and stuff... jus don't go 2-timing lah... well i noe that some of u might tink that i did the same ting also... well yeah... i did really like a guy once... (happen this year) going out... guy buy us stuff... dating and stuff.... but in the end, the guy didnt wanna throw me out... after i found out that he has a girlfrend.... so i decided to stop the like-feeling with him.... but he look so out when i told him that.... he may be the nicest-sweet-simple-guy that i'm looking 4... too ended up with nothing.... and everytime i go out with him, i felt even more sadder....
so gerls... if u get this type of guy, don't fall 4 him... my advice 4 u all... this include the guys reading this post.... once is enough 4 me.... i couldnt take it anymore... though the feelin is still there within me... but.............................. ahhhhhh!!! nvm..



project and assignment....
all of my subject teacher's give us project... with the due date coming up soon.... stress.... to me.. when it comes to project and stuff, i try not to lingger anymore... cause the more i wait, the more stuff u have to tink of.... like wat's goin on with my flash-website.... it's super hard to tink of a simple concept.... so i just might as well tell u my principle in doin project and group-work....

1st: I prefer to do things the normal way... as in do it faster.....
2nd: I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE AN NON-AUTOMATIC-IN-DISCUSSING-GROUP-WORK..... i feel so FUCKED UP!!!
3rd: i hate it when people become the leeches.... like what Mr Jason says.... i feel so disgusted... than can scold me some more.... so u can just FUCKED OFF!!!!!
4th: i'll be happy when everyone does thier work on time.....

these are my simple principle... thats all i want to have in my group-project... but yet, i jus couldnt get it.... it's their problem and they are scolding me.... i couldn't accept it whn this person say to me "What's with the attitude!!!!", whn i ask them to wait... while my frends was discussing with me bout the group work... that part i cannot accept.... like i say... i may be abit selfish, but i have my own way to tink... "so why the hell can't you just fucking wait for me to finish what i do"




anyways... i don't know what this people are thinkin now days.... they only think bout themself.. never think about the rest of the people.... i call this people "the no brains people or the shitty person"..... oh how i hate callin people names.... so u gerls better tink twice.... this includes the guys also.....




oh well... i'm feeling so tired no... i tink i'll just finish this last word here lah.... i'm letting this out cause i wanted everyone to know.... but some of the part is private... so i'll jus end here thn... kks.. cya all soon....

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