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the beauty of autumn

this season's
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Sincerely,
Fadilah Aka Tameni.
turning 20 this year.
An artistic Lady with a bright mind.
waiting for the right time to shine.

she always
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change everything about me.

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my mind just went empty...
Friday 26 November 2010 Friday, November 26, 2010


Felt speechless after seeing your pose...
felt discourage seeing it...
i know how you are feeling...
but i wish it would happen the other way round than that..

I wish i could say it..
I'm scared of it..
as you may know that i'm the tradition type..
not saying but just waiting...

i wish i have the courage to speak up...
to help you...
to stay with you...
to say "have a good day"....
and so on...

after seeing such pose...
i think that i may not have the chance at all...
staying the same single minded for the past 18years...
always the plain jane girl...

anyway... enough talking...
i should just calm down a little bit...
rethink and move on..
but... as some good friend told me....
"Don't give up hope... just do it!!"

well again... how i wish i could do it...
but then again.......

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thanking you a million
Saturday 20 November 2010 Saturday, November 20, 2010


I wish i have the courage to say it...
Not being scared all of the time...
But it feels weird for me to say it...

Sorry, but i'm still the traditional type of person...
I seriously feel weird saying it out...
even though my good pal and friends told me to say...
i just can't...


I tell you something, i scared of the word
"Re......"


Hopefully, if you're reading this,
you'll understand what i'm saying...
being concern of you all the time...
felt nervous and face turn red as soon as i see you...

pardon me if i'm saying this...
i didn't have a place or anyone to talk this too...
despite me telling my good old sec friend yet...
saying out what i have in my mind...
i hope things goes well for you...


I thank you for knowing me...
introducing yourself in facebook...
first met you and showing me around in school...
had our 1st conversation in the library...


I thank you a million... :)

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Mysterious Feeling
Sunday 14 November 2010 Sunday, November 14, 2010


Felt something within me was missing...
I just couldn't say it or whatsoever...
I just can't seem to figure it out...

This mysteries feeling.. I wonder what it is?

I realize ever since school started,
we seldom talk to each other...
kept quiet even when i see you..
Somehow that courage did not get me to say any words to you...
someone please help me....




anyway... a small short break to AFA earlier on yesterday.. well.. i didn't go there just to see the cosplay...i was actually going after the Gundam00 movie... hahaha..






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