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Sentosa Trip
Sunday 29 March 2009 Sunday, March 29, 2009

Hey... had alot of fun with my ex-classmates..... whn to sentosa yesterday..... so happy....
even though my classmate came along, we all had fun.... introducing each other.... wow.... and my classmate mao mao has a admirer frm my ex-classmate.... awwwww.... so cute..... hahahahaha....


eh bro if ur reading this..... ur gonner laugh out loud..... hahahahaha okok thn.... shall go then.... so sleepy... ok.... most of the pics has been post in my facebook.... gtg....























2 my ex-classmates... i'll organize another outing again... hehehe... but this time.... pls all go..... i so wanna meet u all......

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Happy Bash Birthday again!!!
Friday 27 March 2009 Friday, March 27, 2009

Hey..... i'm feeling kinda sad..... cause of an anime.... hahahaha..... kidding lah.....




Well... hmmmm..... it's 4.53am in the morning..... i still got 1 more day to go before meeting all of my ex-classmates..... i miss thm alot.... havent seen them for a long time...... i tink most of thm since we left secondary school..... hehehe... sad rite...... okok...... but anyway.... i had fun today.... me, Nadia, Cid and my god-bro gangs had a birthday bash again.... this time it's someone i think any girl would go after..... me..... no way man.... i'll explain y later......


Got up pretty early.... let's say.... bout 8am..... thn played my sis laptop till bout 12pm..... (was actually watchin an anime called : NANA) not bad for a adult story...... quite good leh..... so after watchin more thn 8 episode, i head for the toliet to get ready......bath, scrub, wash my teeth, condition my hair and bla bla bla bla.......

so after that watch the anime again... since i'm meeting everyone at 2pm at Dhoudy Gaut...... the show was getting intersting when i relieaze that i was kinda late alreadi.... gosh..... so i head to my door.... grab a shoe and off i went.....hmmmm......... walk my way to mrt for bout 15min..... gosh.... the weather was so damn hot...... but lucky thing i wear thin clothes...... feels abit cooler..... so i make my way to Dhouby Gaut mrt....... (the problem is..... i don't understand why everyone kept on looking at me.... espically the guys...) wth......

finally i reach there....2.05pm........ and i was the early person there..... the rest haven't reach yet..... so i waited outside of the mrt..... found a place to sit.... wait and waited...... finally Larry, Mao Mao and Daryl reach..... 2.40pm..... wow!! i waited for 35FREAKING MINUTES!!!!! wth.... but nvm..... they were also trying to come as early as they could..... so i should understand abit..... so we made our way to Plaza Singapura..... head for the 7th floor..... the the 4 figurine shops..... and there we were looking for Birthday Boy present...... whn Cid called and told me that both she and Nadia has finally reach.......


finally.......


so waited awhile...... thn we met up and left for kallang leisure mall.... took bus 16 there... from dhouby gaut that is..... so we took a bus..... and the bus which was kinda same to me... but the seatings were abit differ..... bus look so much like a formula 1 vehicle..... the seats was like a formula 1 chair.... wow.... nad and Cid were amazed by it.... kept on admiring the seats...... hahahaha..... finally we reach..... thn make our way to the figurine shop.....
we had a hard time looking for the rite present for birthday Boy..... gosh.... took us about 50min to decide on the gift.... hahahaha.... there were to many figurine around.... and the price was like woohooo..... nice price..... not bad for a rich person...... wow.... most of thm were above 80bucks..... hahahahahaha...... but we manage to get an expensive 1 for him..... cool..... hahahaha... (sorri chris.... not telling u how much it is....) hehehehehe
so after that we went to buy the wrapping paper..... so larry volunteer to buy thm.... but each time he came back.....



Larry: Eh i buy the wrapper alreadi......
Nadia: ohok.....
Nadia: Eh!!!! no scotchtape....... how to wrap.....?
Larry: Eh.......... oh ya hor.... ok i go buy..........

5min later after he came back with the scotchtape......

Larry: ok i'm back
Mao Mao: how we gonner cut......
Nadia, Cid, me , Daryl: ya hor..... how to cut the tape......
Larry: oh ya hor...... WAHLAU WEII.......... NEED TO GO BUY AGAIN!!!!....... >,<
Nadia: Nevermind...... eh why not we use our saliva and stick the wrapper together.... hahahahahahaha..............


everyone Laugh


so we search our bag in hope to get someting to cut with..... keys.... finger... and finally and Pin.... ok that saves alot.... hahahahaha............................... so now we make our way to the busstop.... and head for Chris place..... finally reach his place..... hit the chair...... relax.... play abit of monopoly...... (credit card version..... coolio >.<) not everyone was there yet actually......





































































Birthday Boy sitting down while getting the present....
than when to watch Daryl play Left 4 Dead...... thn everyone reach.......thn chris asked us to eat......... finally..... here come the part!!!!! STEAMBOAT!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! >.<
try to grab as much food as i could....... soon i was so full..... thn i stop eating..... wash the dishes.... and rest abit..... thn we celebrate and wish him a happy Birthday.....


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS!!!!!


everyone look so happy..... i've never seen even Chris this happy before...... hahahahaha..... so sit at the sofa for awhile.... hahahahahaha..... cool..... watch abit of movie..... thn i was kinda late alreadi..... i was alreadi 9.40pm..... so ask Nadia , Cid and Mao Mao to head home..... (well nad... i noe lah ur home so close..... but my home so far........ T.T) ok..... so took bus with Nad and Mao Mao.... while Cid whn to her grandfather place...... so Nad and Mao Mao drop at same place.... while there was me left..... gosh..... so head for the interchange.... thn took bus 969 back home..... faster than 39.... hehehehehehe..... reach home at 11.19pm.....

bath, on laptop, watch NANA...... now currently at episode 34... (i just started watching thm on wednesday evening)...... hehehehe... fast rite!!! cool sia....... okok... now i'm dead tired..... since it's alreadi 5am, i should hit for the bed.... okok gtg.....

Can't wait for this Saturday outing with ex-classmates... IMISSYOUGUYS!!!!IMISSYOUGUYSALOT.........!!!!!! except for some certain someone lah..... hahahahahaha... some of u should noe who lah..... hahahaha....

and i'm still thinking bout him...... i'm not gonner tell him...... it'll b a secret.... i don't wanna make him think that i'm a cheap girl or something..... confessing to a guy isn't really a good thing actually.... so i'm gonner relax..... but i'll b waiting for him.... even if something happen after that.... i'm just glad that i met u........ thnks for the conforting time u given me.... seeing ur face was something that i'll cherish everyday..... and that's the reason y i write it in this e-dairy..... i hope and truly hope that he'll understand everything 1day......





toddles..... can't wait for saturday, monday and thursday......
(will update the rest some other time....)

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I'M SO SICK BUT EXCITED!!!!! ^^
Wednesday 25 March 2009 Wednesday, March 25, 2009

i'm so damn sick.... stupid COE visitors..... told us they will come at afternoon..... but it turn out to be in the evening.... wth.... i'm so thru wit it.... and just because of the stupid aircon.... sitting on the chair near my table 4 5hours.... Now i'm so sick.... gonner rest now thn....


i hope to get well soon.... thursday and mayb on Saturday is an important day to me..... weeeeee....... can't wait 4 it!!!! cough cough



i'm still sick!!! arghhh

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back from holiday cause of school
Tuesday 17 March 2009 Tuesday, March 17, 2009

hey... i'm back from the holidays..... since my school holiday begins only next week..... haiyo




well.. my holiday..... i didn't really had fun at all.... it's so boring.... get to do nothing, not spend on anything, Rain for 2 days, tired of listen to my Niece and lil-bro crying.......






OH FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!! JUST SHUT THE HELL UP!!!


but i'm kinda happy.... cause i manage to lure my dad to buy for me a dress while we were shopping in the island.... well... it's a island called Pulau Bintan.... ( the only way to get there is to get on the ferry at Tanah Merah Ferry Ternimal....) when there on last friday and came back on the sunday.... not fun eh.... well.... i agree with that..... i'm so damn bored...... nothing to do.... getting seasick and stuff..... (i've to gobble up all the food i could find with me... including sweets and cracker which were meant for the stay over....) hahahaha ^^


Finally, the 1hour ride ended.... and my whole family arrive Bintan..... (i feel like vomitting) scanning our passport, checking of begs, carrying of bag and into the bus.. the aread isn't really the resort... it's been divided in section..... So my family book a villa in "Nirwana Garden"


(the same old place i've alreadi gone for my family holiday....) took a while to settle down..... and finally, we made it to the villa which was called "Buana 8" (sounds more like an iguna) hehehehe



















That the villa i'm staying in....


so settle down.... relax, swim, sea sighting..... on the 2nd day..... when for a swim at the swimming pool.... the only thing i like about the swimming pool is.... it's an open space located right beside the beach.... (more like the beach is in front of it) and everytime i look up..... i feel super relax.... the calm sea... and the atmosphere..... wow.... even the sunset is so nice.....


now i'm feeling kinda relax, when my lil-bro start to cry all the time..... arghhhhh... just shut up!!!!!!


spoild my mood sia!! -.-

































ok... so at nite... watch HBO... and it was raining heavily..... whn a lighting strike down and hits the earth..... blank.... the whole villa whn black out for a few second..... wow!!!! cool sia.......


thn whn to bed...... woke up again cause of stupid sound and whn to sleep again..... 3rd day..... it's my final day.... my father ask me if i wanna go swimming.... but i told him that i didn't want to... i wanna save my suntenning for my outing with my ex-classmates next week....... so i decided to soak myself in the hot water bathtub...... ahhhhhhh.... so shiok...



















lay down and close my eyes abit...... thn open again.... while i was doing that.... i was thinkin of someone..... someone who i don't wanna say who..... but nadia and my best frends noes who.... hahaha....


each time i close my eyes, i remember him..... i fell so happy when i see his face..... his kindness towards me.... any everything.... (don't think of something else hor!!!) i miss him alot.... even though it was only for a few days away from singapore..... i seriously dunnoe y.... is it because of his kindness i miss or was it something else.... i cried abit due to missing him.... not noticing that my idiotic sis was waiting 4 me to finish bathing...... hehehe.... haiya.... let me think of him lah....


ok so.... i had a hard time whn i was at bintan.... waited for the ferry to arrive..... wishing that time could b alot more faster whn i'm in the boat..... wanted the days to arrived soon..... gosh....


ok so now i'm back in singapore..... and it's a monday.... off to school again.... feeling tired and stuff....nothing much happen.... except for the part whn nadia almost shoke my heart off... since she was helping me updating my psp.... hehehe.... my heart kept on pounding hard.... so today (tuesday) came abit late for class.... had to ask My god-bro to wait 4 me at Payar Lebar Mrt.... (thanks for waiting for me bro.....) so made it to class.... did my 3D work... break..... thn 3D work again.....


Finally it's done...... i've finish my 3D homework!! wohoooooo.... now i can do what ever i want to do..... wohoooo


While relaxing in class.... i had lots of fun.... watching and learning how to play ''LEFT 4 DEAD''


WOW..... cool but scary.... but thanks for teaching me nad!!!! weeeee......... it's much more cooler thn MGS..... hahahaha..... but MGS story still nicer..... okok.... mayb i should stop it.... but i just can't wait to go LAN-GAMING on friday with Nadia..... she called it the "Noob day" (only for newbie like me) hahahahaha ok ok i should go.... my back aching like hell alreadi..... will b writing bout the LAN-GAMING thingy soon!!!!




and i did 2 fast digital painting..... here they are.... i hope u like thm.....















LEFT 4 DEAD RULEZ!!!!!!!

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A Happy fun Birthday bash
Wednesday 11 March 2009 Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Gosh... i'm dead tired... lucky thing there isn't any school at all 2day.... (should thanks Mr Riduan for asking us not come to school)...... hehehehe....



I just finish my lifeskill project..... so happy.. ^^

my group and i had the project done in a private-kindergarten-school, which was held at Sembawang..... school was called : Glucklichschool.... (sound something like that....)


Whn there in the morning.... with my teammates.... Saiful, Haizil, Ilham, Chris, Ching Yang and me...... (the only girl in the team...) weeee....... had alot of fun..... the kids were all so cute.... and there's even toodlers in the school..... (and they're damn cute....!! ^^) so during the project, we had to split up into 2 group...


1st group was to take care and teach the toodlers to built something....: Me and Haizil
2nd group was to commence the drawing class and contest...: Saiful, Ilham, Chris and Ching Yang....


thn the mini competition when on..... with all of us encourging the kids to draw more.... some of thm really draw every well..... super well for a 3-4 years old kids..... cool... and winners were 3 cute ladies..... awww so cute.....










so after that... it was raining heavily.... and we were stuck at the school..... but we were lucky that our teacher was here with her car.... muahahahaha.... so cool..... so we took turn to get ourselves to the mrt station.... wow..... okok... so now we wait 4 e rest.... oh ya.... Ms Maggie car was damn nice and cozy to ride on..... hehehehe.... soon... the rest arrive.... and i head my way to school while the rest decided not to go.... i didnt want to miss 3D lesson... so i when ahead without the rest.... with my uniform, socks and shoe wet, i make my way to school.... i was damn tired anyway... but i force myself to school... so whn ahead to class...

















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It's been 2days since me and my classmates celebrated my good frend birthday..... it was Larry birthday yesterday.... but we had an early bird celebration..... we had a early celebration in seoul garden at Tampines on monday.... there were

me, Nadia, Cid, Chris, god-bro and girlfrend and many more.. (including birthday boy lah....)










so we waited 4 everyone to gather... and we finally could go into seoul garden..... weeee...... so as soon as i settle down, i quickly rush for the food...... wow.... took alot of beef and chicken...... plus eggs...... more vegetable...... and more chicken.... thn when back and start cooking..... had to show my frend how to cook... (as some of thm don't really knows how to cook).... soon after we finish with the food we took.... i decided to rush for the dessert....















TADA!!!! DESSERT!!! ICE-CREAM!!!! WEEEEEEE..............................



hahaha.. everyone keep on asking me if i wasn't full.... so i told thm that if i don't get to eat the ice-cream, i won't get full.... fufufufufufu...... so had my 2nd round of ice-cream.... took lots of big scoop of ice-cream.... fufufufufufu... and peanut.... whoa sedap sia...... haha.... so after that... we sang a birthday songs as loud as we could for larry...... he was somewhat shy.... and the other table frm the other side clap hand along with us..... hahaha.... so cute.... so after that we when out....


thn something when wrong.... I had plan with the rest that i will the cake on the next day..... but, this frend of mine ruin the surprise...... he bought the cake 1st...... so we had the cake wishes in an open space at Tampines Mall..... but me and Nad so kinda fed-up.... so we whn ahead to arcade to play.... thn we head back to see the rest again..... to find out that the cake hasn't even cut..... wow.... great.... what a waste...... they didn't cut the cake.... so we all decided to head home... as it was super late.... it was alreadi 10pm..... wow.... and i'm still at Tampines..... cool..... so i took bus with, Cid, Jia Jia some others..... took bus 969 home.... so eventually i reach home 1st..... since the rest stay somewhat far..... took a bath, play game abit and whn to sleep.....





10th March... which was yesterday...
A big day for my frend.... but i decided to go to school late... as late as 10am... hehehehe.... whn to the bakery shop near my home and bought a small cake.... with a present and a cake hold on to my hand... i hurried myself to school.... so i reach there... meet my classmate , Mao-Mao.... whn to COE to put the stuff... thn hurried back to class..... weeeee..... so waited for break.... told my frend bout the surprise plan.... so, as soon as teach gave us break, me, ma0-mao and Nadia make our way to COE to get e stuff..... than we hurried down to canteen..... went to the back of canteen... so that nobody sees us..... so me, nad and Mao-Mao tried to get the candle light up.... but the wind were to strong..... lucky for us, Jia Jia and her gang came by..... they help us with the candle.... wow..... wind still strong..... so we try to block the wind as much as we can..... and when to larry eating site as quiet as we could....... e rest were looking at us.... and larry was somewhat still eating his food..... wow!!! he doesn't notice.... ok.....


and we sang loudly the Happy Birthday song to him..... hahaha.... he was paisey......the rest also tagged along to sing with us..... hahaha.... (more like we were a bunch of noisy makers...) thn give him the presents..... he looked kinda shock also...... and thanked us for the surprise... haha... so after that... we whn to buy our food and eat our cake.... (i even gave him a cake attack on his cheeks...) hahahaha.... so after he wash his face, we when out to buy something and whn back to school..... continue with 3D lesson......


it was 5pm.... and Larry had invited me and the rest to go watch a movie.... so i accepted the offer and decided to tag along..... took bus 80 to vivocity.... trip was damn fast.... bout less thn 1hour........ whn to buy our tickets 1st..... and the movie was called : push


we had alot of time b4 the show starts..... so we decided to go eat..... wait for god-bro to come... thn make our way to the movie thearte...... bought pop-corn and head for the movie room..... so we took our seat.... i was kinda sad with the seating arrangement.... we had to take the front row seats... (3rd row to the front..) and the seat was every pain to seat on..... but it doesnt matters to much to me lah..... the movie wasn't somewhat that good.... it's something like the "Jumper"... and the storyline is abit out......


soon the movie ended.... i faster whn out of the thearte room... as i was feeling super cold.... and make a fast move to the open area.... (outside vivo) took a deep breathe..... and sit down abit.... chat with the rest till it was late.... (bout 10.20pm.... ) wow.... ok i'm dead meat...... so i told the rest that i had to get home as soon as possible....... (b4 my parent could get the knife on me.... no lah jk oni....) hahahaha.... took the nel with everyone... thn the red line back home.... thn i still had to walk back home.... wow..... cool rite..... reach home at bout 11.30pm..... wow..... mum keep on asking me why i came home late..... thn told her bout the party thing.... thn took a quick bath and whn to sleep.....


since there was no school today, i woke up at 10am..... wow.... was super tired.... and now posting these post.... ok ok... i think i talk more some other time... and my secret.... well.... i have another secret... but i cannot share at all...wow..... hahaha.... will b postin another post soon.... after i get back frm trip this friday..... weeeeeeeeeee..... can't wait!!!








Most of the pictures will b post in facebook and friendster...... ok thn see ya all soon..... toodles...

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Confuse and Happiness plus sadness
Saturday 7 March 2009 Saturday, March 07, 2009

Hey.... i'm back.... with FYP coming up... and my head is jumping everywhere..... My best Frend has problem.... dunnoe y???? Pet Society..... Run my Puny run!!!!! My feelings has gone haywire......



My head gonner burst anytime....


These few days, i've been hanging out with my god-bro alot..... thanks violet for asking me and mao-mao out..... ^^

Whn to Kallang Leisure Mall and Chinatown 2days ago.... Saw the Sportlink shop..... they were having "Up to 80% off" me and my bro gang was shock..... so we decided to go in..... There were alot of Nike shoes and other brand also...... and i found a bag that i wanna buy..... so i might b goin there again nxt week.... weeeeeee............................ so after that, we whn to have a survey at a Figurine shop name "La Tendo"... Whn i 1st got there, i was surprise..... cause there were alot of figurine that i've nvr seen before..... so when in..... My bro saw "One Piece" character..... and told me that he want it..... so i told him that he's goner get it for his birthday..... (relax lah bro.... i'm gonner buy u some of the character for ur birthday.....) hahahahaha


thn when to have lunch..... bought honey-lemon chicken rice..... not bad leh..... if they put some more sauce i could have love it..... hahahaha... jk oni..... So my bro ask if wanna go chinatown.... (they wanted to survey a place for our lifeskill project) so i said a ok..... and we set off.... but some of us part ways..... so there's only me, mao mao, My bro, Larry and Zack..... took bus num 16 to dhoby gaut....

Larry and Mao Mao decided to play a family.... Larry (father) Mao Mao (daughter)
Hahahahahaha...... i cannot take it men.... make me laugh like hell.... give u example....



Larry (Father): Mao Mao... i'm ur father.... u don't go out with her anymore.. before i whack u with a cane.....
Mao Mao (daughter): Haiyo.....



Hahahaha.... so cute..... i wish that u all could have saw these scene that day.... reach destination and change to the mrt ,to the nel section to chinatown.... thn me, my bro and zack was sittin at the opposite of Larry and Mao Mao..... until my bro told me, that Mao Mao and Larry suits well.... well his right..... the both of thm look so cute being together..... hahahaha... ok so reach chinatown.... whn to an old folks building..... (1 room building..) whn around to ask.... but actually, we had to start from the 17th floor and the way to the ground floor.... door by door.... well i did nothing much lah.... cause most of the work were done by the rest..... i just went around with thm..... poor bro and the rest got so tired.... so i told thm to head for Macdonald....

thn talk non-stop... while i stare at the tv screen and licking my ice-cream.... hahahaha... so we decided to head back home.... (my bro had to meet his girlfrend....) haiya.... thn part ways.... i whn to meet my besties at City Hall.... decided to bounce back..... so sat at the mrt for 45min.... as soon as we reach khatid station, we part ways...... i whn to meet my best frend..... when to meet her cause of her cats..... long time no see them...... and they've grown quite big...... wow.... thn head back home and rest....

Yesterday, again Me, my bro and Mao Mao head down to suntect city..... (whn there to buy Larry's birthday present) well actually.... i bought his present on monday with Nadia.... hehehehe.... thn went around to slack.... Mao Mao decided to go to Far East Plaza..... so we head down to the bus station... took bus 111 to orchard..... thn walk our way to Far East Plaza..... Mao Mao had to do shopping for her work... so walk around until we got abit tired... thn rest abit.. bought drinks and some-sort-of-chicken-pop-with-cheese.... it taste great.. (except for the drinks....) -.-

thn as usual... Bro was late again to meet his GF.... pity him.... has to go pick up the GF everyday.... haiyo.... so we part ways again.... but this time was Mao Mao only... (since she's staying at Seng Kang or was it Punggol)...... haiyo.... so... i took the train with my bro.... thn reach Yio Chu Kang... bro left... so left me alone back to Khatid.... thn when straight home... finally i reach home a rest.... (actually i didnt rest... i was excited to play MGS... : Metal Gear Solid...) hehehehehe.... thn had dinner... call my best frend to talk... thn play again... thn when to sleep... was super tired these few days...... zzzzzzzzzzzzz


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I had this bad feeling... but according to nadia, (my classmate)..... Say that i don't like (this guy whom she noes also...) ok.... i can tell that Nadia is a (Romantic to guys type of lady...) cey, mcm faham..... well she just loves to hear all this love story thingy... after what i told her bout me and (so-called-ex).... haiya... that girl ah...... But whn i told her all of these story, she will advice me and support me..... i'm so lucky to have a frend like her..... but i kinda pity her alot... She likes a guys frm her old school.... and she waiting for him to make the 1st move to her..... (wow!!!! romantic rite!!!) i hope and wish she would get what she wants......

So rite now... she thinks that i like (these particular guy.... whom she also know well... well ermmm... i kinda agreed with her..... mayb this guy has been so kind to me..... she also mention that i'm always attacted to him..... but what can u expect.... if the guy is so kind to you, would u not want to be with him..... but i can't tell anyone bout this secret to my classmate... (except for Nadia only.. cause like i say.... She know this person also...) so.... now my lips are seal.....


I just hope that guy will like me..... (well i'm not suppose to say this lah... it's like a dissaster if he know bout this..... since he also often read my post...) but i just like ur kindness towards me.... and i hope that u will not hate me or anything... i'm ready to hear ur answer.... even if it's a reject or an approve..... i will hold on to the feelings that u once gave me..... thank god i met this guy.... thanks alot.....





In this event.... pls be truthful to me.... i only love honest ppl..... hope ur answer is a honest answer..... and even if it doesn't happen, i will still carry on life.. (except, i'm not gonner find any guy anymore.... twice of rejection is enough for me.... ) so i'm outofhere..... luv u ppl!!! ^^ hehehehe jk oni lah.....

&thats the end of the season