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welcome to
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this season's
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Sincerely,
Fadilah Aka Tameni.
turning 20 this year.
An artistic Lady with a bright mind.
waiting for the right time to shine.

she always
craves for, wishes for

getting a good job.
getting a laptop.
my own room!!
change everything about me.

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unsolved questions
Saturday 30 January 2010 Saturday, January 30, 2010



yesterday...
cycle down alone to Seletar Dam again...
i'm in seriously need to get away from everything...
there's just to many question still filled in my head..

just too much...

so.....


sat down for bout 1.30hr
it was hot but breezy... till....
i had a very bad feeling that it would rain...
so i decided to head home...


15min pass.. cycle back home..
nicely reach my block, guess wat??
it started to rain...

wow!! my prediction were mostly right!!!


so waited for my parents... thn went out again..
head over to my cousins place..
stayed for dinner and watch some movies...
thn when back home again...

now... sitting right infront of the com...
my head still filled with so many question...
like an unsolved mystery case from CSI....
but thn... its ok.. i'll just keep quiet bout it...
i can't say it to anyone bout this... not to my friends or my parents...
(but i'm sure some ppl might know what i'm talking about)


NONE!!!


but anyway... a few days back... i when out with Nadia... hehehehe... whn out to do some sketching... some sketching... XD

for so many days.. i've kept on locking myself up in the room to sketch..
(i think i have bout 4 pics...will post thm soon... once i get the last piece done!!!)


and somehow, we went down to eat at "Just Noodles (Just Acia)".... in suntect..
bought a set meal each.... had our free flow of ice-cream and drinks!!!
best part is "KIMCHI"!!!!! i love kimchi alot!!!
hahahaha!!!

NAD!!! LET'S GO AGAIN!!! THIS TIME I WANT TO HAVE A 4ROUND ICE-CREAM!!!
and quit with the cookies and cream ice-cream... hahahaha!! damn hilarious!!! XD

&thats the end of the season

Disenchated
Tuesday 26 January 2010 Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Hearing this song makes me relieaze something....
all the hatred and pain that happen in the past...
and something more important...
"I NEED A BATH!!"
hahaha... XD.... enjoy



My Chemical Romance - Disenchanted



Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the Queen
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself
But it started with an alright scene

It was the roar of the crowd
that gave me heartache to sing
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the Cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that i'm wrong
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show em' what we all mean..

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya.

So go, go way, just go, run away
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah, woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to ya

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to ya

At all... at all... at all... at all.........

&thats the end of the season

another food feast
Sunday 24 January 2010 Sunday, January 24, 2010

looks like another food feast post again...
weekends... always sticking with my family...
i didn't whom to go out with..
so i decided to stick to my family...
they're still the best ppl EVER!!!
HAH!!!


so i did abit of sketching b4 going out...
well... it's still undergoing...
might be able to finish it by 2day afternoon...
and start a new piece soon...

hahaha
i nd to buck up my skill...
it's still not up to standard yet...
okok...
so, my family and Jamming Uncle family,
whn down to visit my aunt working at Banquet in Jurong Point..
hmmm.. been quite a while since i last saw her...
so... we sat down to have dinner
Korean food for me...
hahahaha


thn walk around... mum bought Famous Amos cookies
talked abit of game with my uncle and family...
"i'm so gonner buy LEFT4DEAD2 game"


lol


thn make our way to Sheng Siong at Jurong..
place was kinda hugh...
thn wait till my family and the rest to buy their stuff...
thn sat down again to have ice Kachang...
"ICE CHOCOLATE KACHANG"
SUPER SHIOK!!!
soon... after that, back home...


took a long route since my parents don't even know where the hell they were going...
okok
now at home...
enjoying my Famous Amos cookies...
with everything going upside down here in my house...
****!!!


&thats the end of the season

living life to fullest...
Saturday 23 January 2010 Saturday, January 23, 2010

I gonner live my life to the fullest...
I better stop playing child's game alreadi...
I'm turning 19 in 6months time..
I have to grow up already.. not in a mood of being irritated to other people..
I have to learn to respect each other... (which has been a practice for me for a long time)
I'm gonner move on and live up to that dream..
I will shoulder anything that overcomes me...
I just wanna get it right this time and forever...
I don't need anyone sympathy or feelings...
I just need to be myself and i'm set to go already...


"I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone"


listening to this song brings my spirit up...
but anyway... yesterday
hang out with old peeps... been awhile since i last saw them...
talk from 8pm till 10.30pm...
talk bout Life at work, life at home... and most likely abit of advice..
laughing out loud... playing with cats, taking photos...
craping out like we use to last time...


thanks girls... ur jokes really make me lighten up alot.. laughter really cure me...



(thanks for giving me the answer.. that's all i wanna hear.. that's all)

&thats the end of the season

another sketch
Friday 22 January 2010 Friday, January 22, 2010




yesterday, did another sketch...
i was super bored from anything...
so i locked myself in my room
started with the sketch...
from 6pm to 3am... just now...

wow...
i deserve a break..
gonner make another sketch in the morning...
i nd to improve my skills....

here's e progress


and did some edit...
sorry guys...

i had to use my camera since i didnt have any scanner at all...
lol..
okok gonner go sleep...
GNITE..

&thats the end of the season

Wednesday 20 January 2010 Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I had the worst feeling... wtf is going on...
i feel worst saying anything out..
super different from last time...
just different... -.-
but... it's ok... i'm glad my friends brought me out yesterday..
Lan must have made me forget everything..
but still...
I INCAP AND KILLED NADIA AND DARRYL!!!
hahahaha XD

&thats the end of the season

SURVIVORS VS INFECTORS!!!!
Tuesday 19 January 2010 Tuesday, January 19, 2010

2day...
when out with my Game buddies...
me, Nadia, Violet, Zack, Darryl and Chris...
i guess we were bored to death staying at home..
(though i could get a job by now..)

Met them at ParkLane (Peace Center)...
head to BIG-O...


it was empty and cooling..
until we settle down and started with our wars..
L4D2
SURVIVORS VS INFECTORS!!!

hahaha..
was kinda fun...
manage to get a hang of Splitter..
while "Charger", was a little to hard for a noob like me..
hahaha

manage to kill Nad and Darryl...
(when i became smoker...)
hahahaha!!!
"Kena Owned!!"
but still, i died alot of time..
hahaha!!

soon... after Lan,
Me and Nad head down to Bugis...
while the guys went home...
sat down at J.CO for a snack of
ICE CHOCOLATE AND DONUTS!!!!

love them alot!!!

thn we went to Mrt and head separate ways...
Nad stays in Tampines while I stayed in Yishun...


now at home...feeling tired...
my hands are shaking pretty badly from the lan just now..
hahahaha...
i guess it's been a while since i last went there...

okok...
guesses again...
i think, i should ask Mr Larry, to organize a BBQ outing again..
not at his house in Jurong but at ECP...
we've been having BBQ at his place for 2 times already...
so why not we have it at ECP the next round...
hahahaha
Ain't that bad eh..!!!

okok...
i should go and rest...
my hands are shaking again...

&thats the end of the season

Roti Purta
Sunday 17 January 2010 Sunday, January 17, 2010

I'm kinda restless 2day...
didn't have the mood to go out...
not even with family...
so i decided to stay home... lol...
cooked up some food for my family...
it look just like roti prata...
but, it's actually called Roti Purta...
i think in Malaysia they called it "Roti Bom"
hahahaha





quite tasty, with chocolate chips within it..
and it'll taste even better with Condense Milk on it...
hahaha... i guess it's for those who loves Sweets.....
like me.....!!! XD

anyways...
i guess i'm still goin crazy over the muttons to midnight..
kinda obsess over it...
playing the same podcast over and over again...
trying to find more of their podcast...
lol...

&thats the end of the season

anothet family outing
Sunday, January 17, 2010

looks like i went to 3 different place yesterday...
1st to EXPO, there's a malay and johnlittle fair...
2nd to Marina Barrage, yet again, i came here again...
lolz
3rd to Lau Pa Sat, my jamming uncle blanja us to foodfeast again...
hahaha!!
thanks uncle and family.... food was great..





now at home... sitting quietly in front of the com...
thinking of what to do..
lol..
guesses that my family might want to go to Marina Barrage again next weekend...
maybe for a picnic...
lol
hahaha...

&thats the end of the season

Saturday 16 January 2010 Saturday, January 16, 2010

ok... i tink i'm goin crazy over the Muttons to Midnight podcast...
keep replaying them in my music station....
gonner update more of their podcast soon...
Muttons change the "Welcome to the Black Parade" to "i wanna go to F1 race"

&thats the end of the season

Interview finally over
Friday 15 January 2010 Friday, January 15, 2010



Hey guys...
Let's just say that i don't wanna let it out...
if u wanna know bout the interview itself...
ask me...

I'll tell u if u ask me...




These pics will tell you the story...
but not all of it..


okok.. i'm gonner go rest than...
my body starting to ache a lot...

&thats the end of the season

Anonymous Msg
Thursday 14 January 2010 Thursday, January 14, 2010

2day...
I when out with Jia Jia..
went to Peace Center to print some stuff for our portfolio
the interview is 2molo....
we're kinda nervous.
lol


but still
along the way...
I've received an anonymous msg from someone..
saying this....





"Hey, I can't hide this from you anymore
I don't want to hurt you
&
i feel it's best to tell you before you hear it from someone else.
I'm scared to tell you
but, anyway
you are going to know this any day or anytime.
I have to tell you that......
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Roti prata's price increased by $0.10
HAHAHAHAHA!!"




hahaha.... having this msg really shocked me out 1st...
i tot of something else instead of this..
lol
u guys really got me this time!!!
HAHAHAHA XD

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&thats the end of the season

Sketches
Thursday, January 14, 2010

here are some sketches i've been praticing for the past month...
all of them are in A3 size.. heheheh XD


i think some of you guys might know who this is..

&thats the end of the season

Nervous
Thursday, January 14, 2010

rite now...
i'm feeling nervous...
because... the interview is only 1 day away...
god....
need to get everything done a.s.a.p!!!

&thats the end of the season

PANIC ROOM!!
Wednesday 13 January 2010 Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Finally.... some fresh air and view...
but to bad.... it was "RAINING!!!"
LOL



hahahaha.... okok...
yesterday, i went out with Nadia.. again....
hmmmm... let's see...
1st to our old school!!! (MACPHERSON ITE!!!)
didn't want to make alot of noise...
so we decided to just take some stuff , said hi to Mr Vince, Mr Chwa and Mr Riduan and after that we left...
didnt want to waste our time over there anymore...


so we head down to Suntect City...
our favourite place...
as per usual...
sat down at Macdonald...
found out that it was raining heavily
so....
make our way to arcade..
played a game of "House of the dead 4 and Tekken6"
as per usual... nad beat me again...
lol
stay till 5.30pm...
thn we walk our way to Bugis...
bought some cream puff and head back home
i've promise my frend that i'll meet her up
hahaha
okok..

so met her in Tampines..
took 969 back home...
now at home.. just receive an anonymous msg..
saying that i've been accepted for an interview at Nanyang poly!!!

YAHOOOO!!! hahahaha...
so now here comes e part...
I'M PANIC!!!
i've not finish my portfolio requirement yet!!
left 2 human figure and 1 animal sketch...
gosh...
so many things to do within 2 days
wow

okok... enough said...
i'm just looking forward for the interview...
and to all those who has been accepted for their own courses interview..
i wish u.... good luck...
may what u choose for whatever course comes true...
hehehehe



okok... no time to lose... time to get back to drawing....
lol


&thats the end of the season

MUTTONS TO MIDNIGHT RULEZ!!!!!
Tuesday 12 January 2010 Tuesday, January 12, 2010

i've been listening to Muttons to Midnight podcast...
they really make me feel relax....
laughing out like a mad women till i forgotten everything...
here are some part of the podcast lame jokes....


Part 1
(muttons help u to rive the economy crisis!!)

act1:
boy: mummy, mummy... this year where are we going for holidays???
mum: haiya... just shut up lah... Bedok lah...

act2:
boy: mummy, mummy... was must we wake up so early to go to school??
mum: haiya... just shut up lah... just get behind the car and push...
boy: arghhhh.... (behind the car)
mum: faster push....... harder...... late alreadi!!!

act3:
boy: mummy, mummy.... how come this year no christmas presents???
mum: haiya... santa claus kena accident lah!!!

act 4:
boy: mummy, mummy... i want to buy a new puppy!!
mum: puppy..... no need lah... call ur apah (dad)
mum: apah... sit down, stand up... lick!!!



Part 2
(ways to getting into F1 for free!!!)


act1:
ticket holder: Hawlo.... excuse me ah... where is ur ticket???
guy: i'm here to top up Kimmy cash-card... wait later kena ERP how???
ticket holder: oh.. oklah oklah... go in lah, go in lah....

act2:
ticket holder: hawlo.... excuse me ah... where is ur ticket???
guy: ermm halo... (guy voice) ah.. hi hello.... i am the grid girls... (girl voice)
ticket holderL oh.. oklah oklah.. go in lah, go in lah....

act3:
ticket holder: hawlo... excuse me ah... where is ur ticket???
guy: Hello... i'm Clay Aiken... i wanna let Louis Hamelton use my joystick....
ticket holder: oh.. oklah oklah... go in lah, go in lah...

act4:
ticket holder: hawlo... excuse me ah... where is ur ticket???
guy: i'm from national stadium lah... selling drinks, curry puff, popiah goreng....
ticket holder: oh.. oklah oklah... go in lah, go in lah....

act5:
ticket holder: hawlo... excuse me ah... where is ur ticket???
guy: alamak!!! this 1 F1 ah??? haiya my instructor ask me come here take my driving test lah....
ticket holder: oh... oklah oklah... go in lah, go in lah....



hahahaha!! i just couldn't take it anymore... they're just too funny...
i suggest to those feeling stress, go and download this!!!
especially their, christmas, clay aiken and F1 jokes...
hahahah!! lol

http://www.98.7fm.sg/podcast/MDC060201-0000730/MUTTONS_TO_MIDNIGHT

&thats the end of the season

Another Breezy trip
Sunday 10 January 2010 Sunday, January 10, 2010





another outing yesterday...
this time with my family...
my dad decided to chill out at Marina Barrage...
trip didn't take that long... roughly bout 25min from Home...
located somewhere near "IR"....


here's a map of the road to those who wanna go to Marina Barrage...
u'll have to go by Keppel Highway i guess...





Reach there... me and mum when ahead to find ourselves a sitting area...
ok... took a big round around the place...
didn't know where to sit...
soon... found a spot to settle down...
waited for my jamming uncle to arrived...
while me and my dad play our kites...

it's a good place to chill, have picnic, play kite...
wow...
it's just so happening...
super happening with kite sorrowing across the sky...
just hoping that they won't hit our heads...
hahahaha!!! XD


Jamming uncle came... chat for awhile till... 8plus...
thn when down to Singapore Flyer to have dinner...
at where... hmmmm...
"Popeye"
food was great... abit better thn KFC...
hahahaha... XD


soon... we went our separate ways...
my lil bro followed my jamming uncle...
yeah!!! hahahaha XD
now at home... feeling kinda tired...
but still energetic... hahaha...
okok.. not gonner say anymore... i had a great day... cause of food..
HAHAHAHA!!!
but still....
it's a good place to calm down to those who are stress...
hahahha!!!
Breezy wind... very nice view... (for those who love scenery...)
hehehehe!!
Gonner go again nxt time with the rest.. (frends)
2day... gonner go to my cousins place...
having a surprise party...
hehehex... have a good day!!! XD

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&thats the end of the season

Friday 8 January 2010 Friday, January 08, 2010




2day... Had another course hunting at Ngee Ann Poly with my classmates, irzad ,peiling and another K class student...
I've invited them along since all of us will b goin to poly in the future...
hahahaha



so... met them at clementi mrt... took bus to NP...
whn into the auditorium...thn check on our course...
hmmm... let's see... this school doesnt give any interviews...
course is somewhat like Nanyang Poly...
all they ask for is ur GPA score...
lower thn 3.5 points might not have the chance to enter this school....



i pity some of my classmates....



soon after that, they decided to head to Temasek Poly...
i didnt go.. i decided to go back home...
was kinda feeling tired from walking all those hills..
gosh....
it's very tiring...



so we made our way back to clementi mrt...
took e longer route with the rest..
since they were heading to Tampines....
drop down at Raffles Place and transfer to another train...



Now I'm back from Ngee Ann Poly open house...
My legs and body are all starting to ache alot...
must be from all the walking up and down the polytechnic...




i've alreadi made up my mind for a long time...
(let's see... since i 1st entered ITE... my intention was to get my ass into Nanyang Poly)
hahahaha... yeah....
Because i have a Big Dream to go after to....
Will reveal bout this next time...
those in animation might love to hear this... hahahahaha
(though i've alreadi told some ppl bout it... XD)



okok enough said... gonner go rest... hahaha.. XD

&thats the end of the season

Friday, January 08, 2010

2day... we're gonner go to Ngee Ann Poly with my classmates and some K class students...
1pm at clementi mrt...
hahaha... looking forward to see u all there..!!!

&thats the end of the season

Friday, January 08, 2010

yesterday... hmm... i had a hard day... my leg hurts...
walking non-stop from Nanyang to Singapore poly....
hahaha... not walk all the way there...
took mrt... duhh!!!
but i've alreadi decide on the course i want to join....
Digital Animation "Nanyang Poly"
yeah!!
not to mention "Frandy" our senior course is joining in also...
fufufufu... oh ya... met, Irzad and gang... Desire and gang also...
hahaha...
a whole bunch of us 2gether... in the same course...
hahaha
i don think all of them will be joining this course...
most likely some in another course...
but in the same school...
hahaha... will do lah...
okok... so aft registering myself into Animation course...
walk around NYP...
show my mates some other intersting course...
than had a talk with some other course manager...
wow...
i've learn alot...
hahaha
okok
thn me and my classmates... made our way to SP..
trip took nearly bout 1.15hr...
wow
ok... soon we reach SP...
was full of ppl...
hahaha... so we went to check on the course...
ain't tt bad to me... but not i really wanna learn...
hahaha
so aft all that... whn to have dinner...
Dinner at Koufu in Singapore Poly...
cool...
most of them bought rice...
while me...
hahahaha
guesses....
ICE KACHANG...
yup... only tt
hahahaha... didnt want to eat at all... so i decided to eat tt instead..
hahahaha
okok... thn after that, we made our way back home... hahaha...
ain't that bad...
having frends around but have to stand... lol
but it's ok
now gonner rest...gonner wake up early again 2day...
lol....
had a whole nite chatting with some ppl regarding on e registration..
hahaha
i've alreadi register for the course...
hehehe
and yeah.... Iwan's gonner give me a tour around NYP aft i have my interview done nxt week...
i'm looking forward to it...
hehehe...
i had fun anyway.... hahaha.. but tiring....
gonner go rest...
nitez..... XD

&thats the end of the season

back to square 1
Monday 4 January 2010 Monday, January 04, 2010





Met Nadia 2day... she invited me out... so i decided to tag along...
met her at Tampines... thn took mrt down to Bugis...
Had lunch at Mos Burger... Teriyaki Chicken!!! my favourite...
thn head down to VirtualLand...
had a game of "House of dead, Mario Kart and Tekken6"
battle with Nadia till i gone mad... hahaha... why?
She keeps on winning me... hahaha XD






walk our way down to Suntect City... didnt know where to go..
so we headed to MacCafe...
had a drink of hot chocolate and Mango Frappe...
challenge her to djmax...
most of the time, she wins... lolz XD
hahahaha


soon, we made our way to Fountain of Wealth...
had a chat... till 8pm...
took bus back with nad....
slept in the bus... was super tired...
reach her place and took another bus back home....
yeah...!!!! hahaha...




thanks nad... had quite a good time wit u... hahaha...
but each time whn u buy drinks... u'll complain...
lolz XD
hahaha... thanks for cheering me up...
u and zack are my best buddies now...
and thanks again for the advice....

&thats the end of the season

A small trip alone
Sunday 3 January 2010 Sunday, January 03, 2010

2day... cycle my ass alone down to Seletar Dam... Was super bored...
stayed for about an hour...
was rethinking of something...
it was breezy and bright until.. it started to rain...
didnt have an umbrella... so i had to rush myself to Yishun Park...
whole body covered in rain drops... so i decided to stay for awhile....

Didn't know who to talk to... so i called a few old frends...
head over to their place and had a game of badminton...
hahaha... XD... it was fun...



gang, let's play badminton again...
it really helps me think better...
thanks everyone for the advice...

&thats the end of the season

Cycle my way out
Sunday, January 03, 2010

2day... i'm gonner cycle my way to seletar dam..
yeah!!
been quite a while since i last whn there

&thats the end of the season

Sunday, January 03, 2010

maybe i'm just thinking too much....

&thats the end of the season