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Oh well... days in school... non-coporating-frends.... stress due to project... stress due to Uncle EE work... stress with my frends... So stress.... not a day i get a full smile... (except whn i'm with my god-bro...) haiz.... Not a day... NOT A DAY.....



stress can sometimes b a good... but most of the time, whn i come to stress, i don't even care who i scold.... well... i can b selfish sometimes... yeah.... but that is whn i'm super angry lah.... fuck those ppl who scold me lah... u dunnoe my problem, thn u wanna give problem... FUCK OFF LAH!!! i'm so pissed off whn ppl just scold me.... they don't think what they did or watever lah... that's y i feel so pissed off most of the time.... there's a few frend of mine in mind that i don't like lah....




Attitude....
Gerl.. if u wanna pick a fight with me.... u better tink twice.... is it i did wrong or u did wrong..... if i did something wrong, than i don't mind but to accept it... but if u did it, i will nvr forgive u... i feel disgusted whn ppl don't tink 1st.... so disgusted... so gerls.... better tink twice... even for the guy also... i don't care.....




going-after-a-guy....
so gerls... i noe that we're all always going after handsome guys!!! but well... i seriously tink that being single is better... u don't have to tink of troubling u and ur guy out.... well being romantic is also 1 thing.... so it's still acceptable 2 have boyfrend and stuff... jus don't go 2-timing lah... well i noe that some of u might tink that i did the same ting also... well yeah... i did really like a guy once... (happen this year) going out... guy buy us stuff... dating and stuff.... but in the end, the guy didnt wanna throw me out... after i found out that he has a girlfrend.... so i decided to stop the like-feeling with him.... but he look so out when i told him that.... he may be the nicest-sweet-simple-guy that i'm looking 4... too ended up with nothing.... and everytime i go out with him, i felt even more sadder....
so gerls... if u get this type of guy, don't fall 4 him... my advice 4 u all... this include the guys reading this post.... once is enough 4 me.... i couldnt take it anymore... though the feelin is still there within me... but.............................. ahhhhhh!!! nvm..



project and assignment....
all of my subject teacher's give us project... with the due date coming up soon.... stress.... to me.. when it comes to project and stuff, i try not to lingger anymore... cause the more i wait, the more stuff u have to tink of.... like wat's goin on with my flash-website.... it's super hard to tink of a simple concept.... so i just might as well tell u my principle in doin project and group-work....

1st: I prefer to do things the normal way... as in do it faster.....
2nd: I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE AN NON-AUTOMATIC-IN-DISCUSSING-GROUP-WORK..... i feel so FUCKED UP!!!
3rd: i hate it when people become the leeches.... like what Mr Jason says.... i feel so disgusted... than can scold me some more.... so u can just FUCKED OFF!!!!!
4th: i'll be happy when everyone does thier work on time.....

these are my simple principle... thats all i want to have in my group-project... but yet, i jus couldnt get it.... it's their problem and they are scolding me.... i couldn't accept it whn this person say to me "What's with the attitude!!!!", whn i ask them to wait... while my frends was discussing with me bout the group work... that part i cannot accept.... like i say... i may be abit selfish, but i have my own way to tink... "so why the hell can't you just fucking wait for me to finish what i do"




anyways... i don't know what this people are thinkin now days.... they only think bout themself.. never think about the rest of the people.... i call this people "the no brains people or the shitty person"..... oh how i hate callin people names.... so u gerls better tink twice.... this includes the guys also.....




oh well... i'm feeling so tired no... i tink i'll just finish this last word here lah.... i'm letting this out cause i wanted everyone to know.... but some of the part is private... so i'll jus end here thn... kks.. cya all soon....

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