Well, my favourite just left us about 2 weeks ago... i hope his doing well... and i gotter say that i really miss him so much.... (i've always like his jokes alot!! hahaha ^^) Mr Riduan has taken over our class ever since Mr Jason left us.... (he also wants Mr Jason to return...) hahaha...

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now that someone is no longer around, the situation in school and class kinda change abit... but i still prefer the old days..... jokes, laughter and more jokes..... not to mention my classmates has gone wild already... hahaha... (but, i also join in the fun...)

Ok... looking on the bright sight, i'm kinda saving up my money to get a birthday present for one of my classmates... his name is Larry... a big fan of Star Wars, PS3 and XBOX.. gosh... his house is also damn big... (bout 6 time bigger than normal house.... cause his staying in a sort of Banglow) cool..... " So what shall i get for him???? ", "maybe a figurine.... his always going after the star wars figurine...." Oh well..... what to do.....

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I've been having this feeling for a while... A friend of mine has been asking me to teach him drawing.... (mostly about human figures) well to be truth, i didn't really like him alot.... he was somehow an idiot who keeps on bullying me..... but recently,ever since school started his been seating beside me just to teach him drawing..... and this feeling has been going on ever since that... i've always make a decision on this to either tell my god-brother or not.... (cause this guy is my god-brother best friend).. and i'm also scared that my classmates might find out about this....

I'm somehow in a lost way.... i don't know how to express this feeling to him.... i'm so scared that he might think that i'm a freak.... (cause people always says about my teeth.) i feel happy whenever he talks to me.... but you know what.... maybe i should wait and see.... see if he respond or not... i'm also scared that it'll happen just like last time..... i didn't want that to happen anymore.... all i want is a guy who sees me in a differ way.... if this tragedy happens again, i swear that i'll never find anymore... cause i don't wanna hurt myself again..... i hope this message pass don't to other girls..... cause you know that a smart girl waits for a guy to confess his feeling and not the girl who'll do that....

(even i find it odd for a girl to express her feelings to the guy..)

And that's why i didn't have any.... i wanna wait for that guy to say to me... even if the answer is no... i will still understand him and carry on my road.... maybe i'll get my own happiness one day... but i wonder when will that day be..... so girls.... before you do anything just remember this phase.....

" The Rule for smart girl should be: Wait for a guy to declare his feeling for you, rather than the other way around. If you express your feelings, be prepare for rejection....."

and finally i wanna add this last word to my favourite teacher....