a ruined plan day!!! arghhhh
Thursday, 23 April 2009 Thursday, April 23, 2009
I'm so pissed off... I WANNA GO LAN-GAMING!!!! AGHHH!!! T.T
my bro , his gang and nadia made plans to go lan-gaming 2day.... due to some work undone they couldn't make it at all.... wth...... i wanna play.... long time nvr play alreadi...... to ended up me and nad when to tampines to buy frozen pizza... (that's 4 Nadia only.... she was hungry......) after buying her stuff... head to her house bus stop.... talk non-stop along the way till i reach the bus stop.... hahahaha.... sorri lah nad......
sat at the bus stop while waiting for bus 31.... saw a couple sitting down, hugging each other.... and somehow they were pinching each other... lame sia..... ok not long after that, bus arrived.... cool..... so reach Simei ITE...... ask my good frend Iqah to pick me up at the bus stop..... (more like i've to bagged for her to come and pick me up.....) hahahaha.... so sat at admin.... watch abit of movie from sanah's laptop... gosh.... super bored..... play psp.... thn azleen came.... cool....
we made our way to the busstop, thinkin of where to go.... gosh.... super bored..... so we made our way to Tanah Merah mrt and head for Changi Airport... hahahaha.... was super cold.... we then head for the Food-court.... bought some food and dessert!!! " ICE-KACANG!!!!" fufufufufufufufufu...... (next time must buy the banana split....!!!!) so after that we walk around like crazy people... hahahahah... no lah.... actually i was bored to death.... so i was the 1 walking like mad person... hahahahahahahahaha.... okok....
so..... we found something intersting... it's some sort of place for kids to colouring wood work... (some sort of wood-colouring like that) so my besties took the paper and started colouring..... i was like
me: Eh u all don't feel anything meh.... azleen: no.... it's ok to be kids once in a while....iqah: ya.... ok what fad!!!sanah: let's start coluring......me: hmmmmm....me: ok thn... i'll join in also.... hehehehehehahahaha... i joined in the fun too..... people were staring at us while we were colouring... hahahahaha.... coolio.... took bus 858 back home.. cool.... ok so i wanna sleep... super tired sia.... along the way... i didn't realize that we were reaching alreadi... till my frend woke me up..... hahahaha... ok wat!!! cool!!!
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well... actually..... i feel kinda sad.... i already plan something 2day... so good that my best frends ask me to go for it.... cool.... but sadly, it's not gonner happen 2day... gosh.... i wish i could tell him.... i just wanna tell him my feelings and that's all..... nothing less nothing more..... if i could get an answer also would be nice... sadly to say.... it's ok if u don't like me.... i can understand u.... this is not like i'm gonner force u to it..... and it's not like i'm desparate or something or not.... life still goes on.... and sometimes.... life could be unfair....
so whatever answer u give me would be an understanding answer..... i just wanna let u know my feelings... it's been inside me for almost 1 year.... i kept it quiet so that nobody would make fun or do something silly on me.... i just told my best frends recently... they were kinda shock.... but they told me to go for it.... (i know that he might be reading this post... but i just feel that i wanna post it here so that thing would become better) and i got this feeling that his staying further away from me... ( i got a hunch that he knows that i like him alot...) but anyway....
whatever answer u give me, please like it be an honest answer..... because i do like people with honest words.... thanks again for being there for me.... i'll never 4get u ever... but now... i'm just worried to when i can tell him.... certainly i won't tell him infront of people.... let it be a secret 1.... i would prefer that way.... thnks again.... ur my saviour!!!
"I love you, I trust you"
&thats the end of the season
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